….looking forward to spring! Bring. it. on!!!

….loving all this girl has taught me about motherhood. This is another favorite picture of her that reminds me of JOY unleashed! I’m so thankful for her little life every single day. I love my big kids too, but somehow DD3 is really helping me appreciate and love parenting and motherhood that much more. x3 right? I can’t explain it without sounding like I didn’t/don’t love my other kids the same. I do…but somehow parenting this time around just feels so much less intense and competitive and pressured. Maybe because I’m older and see things with a difference perspective? I’m not so pressured my other’s opinions. Not so pressured by what someone else’s kid is doing/not doing. I now know without a doubt that these years fly by…I don’t just hear it from others and say “Oh, I’m sure!” I KNOW! So I have less commitments for myself. It’s just about being a momma and wife right now. Nothing outside the walls of my home. And that feels good and just right for me.
….love cooking/eating good food. It’s my most used creative outlet right now. I meal plan and scheme for good, nutritious food with the lots of fresh ingredients and vegetables. We’ve hardly eaten any frozen/canned vegetables this winter and it’s been one of our healthiest! Coincidence? Who knows! We all like to claim we’ve got it figured out! Not!! Photograph above is Rosemary Roasted Chicken w/potatoes. Very good! Served with roasted cabbage steaks. Lots of fresh garlic…fends off germs & inflammation!

….excited to have our own fresh produce again! DH started a few seeds last night…onions, cabbage, broccoli and lettuce! Talk about healthy eating!

….love watching Phebe absorb everything. We are learning lots of hand rhymes right now. This is what the mommas on the bus say…not a very good photo, but it works for me in recording the moment of fun. Shhh, shhh, shhh!

….Love listening to Phebe play with her babies down stairs. She LOVES being in the basement when Daddy is working down there!!
….You’ve likely all seen the poem, The Last Time. Here’s my take on it. I’m not a fan of the poem. Savor the moments. Live in each stage richly. Then move along and the next stage will be just as filled with wonder and love. And your heart will be full of all the “last times” without the grief of it being the. last. time. I mourned all the “last times” with my older kids. It’s hard on a momma’s heart! With Phebe, it’s been different (as mostly stated above!). I’ve really savored each stage. For ex., nursing. I loved it this time. Each moment, I breathed it all in and just nursed her. Didn’t read a book, didn’t surf the net. etc. I was fully present. I did surf/read a few times and it felt like my heart was tugging at me each time to stop and be present. Then when I nursed her for the “last time”, I wasn’t even aware of it. We were both ready to move on and we did and I don’t think I shed a single tear this time. But that’s just me and I’m not bashing anyone who has shared it with me or loved it themselves. We are all different!!
….my motto lately…
….working hard at eating much less sugar and spending much less money. Ouch, LOL! But it’s going good and a wonderful work in self-discipline and getting/keeping busy with what I already have!
…..we’ll soon have a 16 year old in the house! Whoot! We’ve been busy planning her birthday meal and class treats (yes she still loves to bring in treats and you can bet her class mates and teachers still love it too! A few of them still bring in treats too.). We love using Pinterest for birthday planning!
….reading lots of interactive toddler board books. I reserve a bunch from our library, and then I save them for our church meetings. Then they are new and exciting. Books are slowly keeping her more and more occupied during meeting!
All for now! I have a TON of March birthday cards to be making!! I got the Sweet 16 one made yesterday. I’ll soon be able to share a few!


















































































